Sonnet: John 12:1-8

When last they'd met, death's stench had filled the air--
Great weeping, shock, the mood at Lazarus' tomb;
So now they host a joyful dinner where
Perfume's aroma permeates the room.
But soon this scene is one of rank commotion
For Mary's gift of pouring costly oil
Is seen by Judas not as pure devotion
But rather as a waste of time and toil.
What Judas, blind by greed, can never treasure
Is value in a Lord who dies to save.
God's grace in Jesus knows no human measure;
Her act foreshadows Easter's empty grave.
             O precious Christ, we strain to give what's due:
             The sum of all our days poured out for you.

© Phillip Martin, 2013

Jesus' "first 100 days"

icon: the adoration of the magi

In the religious tradition in which I grew up and now serve, worship during the weeks and Sundays after the Epiphany (January 6) is dedicated to the reading of certain stories in the life of Jesus that reveal in some special and often symbolic way the nature and purpose of his ministry. To be sure, each and every act of Jesus recorded in the gospels reveals something about Jesus' identity and mission, but the church for years has seen a few particular stories that occur at the beginning of his life as especially informative about who he is and what he is going to do now that he is, so to speak, on the scene. Specifically, Jesus is God made manifest. In Jesus, God is revealing (the main meaning of "epiphany," after all) something critically important about God's plan for humankind and all of creation. You may think of it this way: a lot of people focus on a newly-elected President's first 100 days as a sign for what's to come--what his or her priorities are--for the remainder of the term. That's kind of how the season after the Epiphany functions.

Several years ago I was in a choir that sang a hymn that mentioned some of these key "epiphany" stories. I really liked the words, and so I jotted them down for future Epiphany devotions. It was written by a lesser-known poet from the 5th century who went by the name Coelius Sedulius. Often known by its first lines in Latin, "Hostis Herodes Impie," the hymn has been set to music several times.

icon: the baptism of Jesus

Thanks to a the way the calendar falls in 2013, the first four verses of the five-verse hymn all correspond nicely to the gospel readings of the first three Epiphany Sundays this year. This suggests that assigned lectionary readings for this liturgical season have been remarkably consistent throughout the centuries.  In the season after we've prepared for and celebrated his birth (Advent and Christmas) and before we delve into the season that prepares us for his suffering, death and resurrection (Lent, Holy Week, and Easter), Christians have long thought it helpful to concentrate, if for only a brief few Sundays, on the adult Jesus as he begins his ministry and begins announcing the arrival of the kingdom of heaven. If one is still struggling with what the "season after Epiphany" is all about and why the church continues to celebrate it, this hymn might help spell it out.

"Why, impious Herod, shouldst thou fear
Because the Christ is come so near?
He Who doth heav'nly kingdoms grant
Thine earthly realm can never want.

Lo, sages from the East are gone
To where the star hath newly shone:
Led on by light to Light they press
And by their gifts their God confess.

The Lamb of God is manifest
Again in Jordan's water blest,
And He who sin had never known
By washing hath our sins undone.

Yet He that ruleth everything
Can change the nature of the spring
And gives at Cana this for sign--
That water reddens into wine.

Then glory, Lord, to Thee we pray
For Thine Epiphany today;
All glory through eternity
To Father, Son, and Spirit be.

There you have them: the journey of the wise men and Herod's resultant fear, the baptism of Jesus in the Jordan, and the wedding at Cana. Three main stories that have been read between Christmas and Lent for what appears to be a very long time. Three stories that set the stage for what type of king and leader Jesus will be and how Jesus, in turn, reveals God's true nature. It just so happens that in 2013 we will hear all three of these stories three Sundays in a row: January 6, January 13, and January 20. We know what Coelius Sedulius thinks of Jesus' first 100 days. What do you think Jesus' priorities are? What's on his agenda? What do you expect to see from him as the rest of his "term" plays out? Lastly, how might these three stories---the adoration of the magi, the baptism by John in the Jordan, and the wedding at Cana where "water reddens into wine"---also contain elements of foreshadowing for the rest of Jesus' mission?

icon: the wedding at Cana of Galilee

My Big Year

I bought a camera from my sister in late 2011 after she upgraded and moved on to a more complicated model.  Cameras are typically not difficult to operate, but I quickly figured out that her cast-off had more bells and whistles than I’d ever be able to learn how to use. I tried to sit down with the owner’s manual (and the corresponding “book for Dummies”) a few times, but after my eyes glazed over after a couple of pages, I knew I needed a discipline in order to make it more of a “hands on” learning experience. Enter the backyard birds. I thought that if I forced myself to take at least one photograph of a bird a day, I would slowly pick up the skills I was looking for—quick, manual focusing with the lens; deeper understanding of good lighting; exposure; framing a photo; better grasp of photo editing; and so on. With such a ready cast of subjects, it seemed like a simple undertaking. I mean, seriously… can you think of a day when you haven’t seen at least one bird either flying overhead or pecking through your yard? That, I figured, is all I’d need, and I began on January 2, 2012.

 

Cooper's Hawk, January 14

However, as the weeks wore on, I realized it was going to take a slightly bigger sacrifice of time than I had initially calculated. When in a pinch, I tried to snap a few with my cell-phone camera, but the quality of those photos was very disappointing. I found that if I made myself grab the new camera and head either to the backyard or, if I had enough time, to one of two nearby parks, I could get into a rhythm each day. I posted the day’s best photo on a tumblr I set up, which I simply named “A Bird a Day.”  Looking at it you’ll see there are a few gaps—a trip for church in New Orleans in July sidelined the project for a week or so (and, come to find out, there really aren’t any birds in downtown New Orleans, anyway), and the days leading up to Christmas were particularly busy—but overall I consider my consistency a success. A desire to mix-up the species for some day-to-day variety became a little tricky, especially in the shorter winter days when I got home from work as the sun was going down. I didn’t want to post five days of chickadees in a row. Having a bird feeder helped, even if it kind of felt like cheating.

Pileated Woodpecker, February 4

The year is now over, and I don’t think I learned my camera’s ins and outs nearly as much as I’d hoped. I’d like to think that my photos got better over time, and that if you were to compare the shots taken last January and February to the ones taken in November and December you’d see a marked improvement. Most of that was probably due to the telephoto lens that my generous sister leant me at the beginning of June which allowed me to get a lot ‘closer’ with the camera. I also know that I didn’t crack the cover of the camera manual past March.

Eastern Phoebe, August 20

I did, however, crack the cover of my bird book very often. Over the course of the project, I began to notice that my eyes were being opened to other things than just learning a piece of technology. Other than the sense of accomplishment one typically feels when they finish out a whole year of some type of discipline, I also have a much, much greater appreciation of—you guessed it—the birds that live around me and their habitats. I’ve been a self-confessed “bird freak” since my early years of elementary school when I wrote to the Governor of North Carolina (Jim Hunt at the time) and requested him to declare a holiday for birds (He graciously consented, and May 24 is Bird Day in my home state, whether or not my family members choose to believe it). I’ve also memorized countless bird guides and participated in a few Audubon Society bird counts, but this year provided the opportunity to expand and hone my bird identification skills like never before.

Red-winged Blackbird, July 9

Gray Catbird, June 5

Painted Bunting, July14

American Redstart, September 18

For example, I can now identify many species by vocalization, which is a tricky skill to master. I still have a long way to go, but knowing birds by their songs or calls is by far the most accurate way to identify them in the field, not to mention the best way to locate them. In fact, that’s how I found the Hooded Warblers in my backyard in early May (“Do you see Sir William FITZ-hew” is the mnemonic device I came up with for them) and the Painted Bunting at the beach in July, a species which has actually been declining on the east coast for decades. Brown-headed Nuthatches sound exactly like a squeaky bath toy. I also pretty much learned how to tell the difference between a Red-shouldered Hawk and a Blue Jay imitating a Red-shouldered Hawk…most of the time.

I also picked up the knack of knowing where certain species liked to hang out. This is a biggie in the world of birding. Look up high—very high!—for the vireos and tanagers. Look down low for most of the sparrows. Venture around the edge of a pond in the summer or fall and you will probably run across a Yellowthroat. Eastern Bluebirds love suburbia. On some level I already knew most of these “rules,” but the knowledge gained after repeated, daily practice is so much more useful than what is gained from reading a book. It’s like my semesters of field education in seminary…except this time I was in a real field.

Ruby-throated Hummingbird, August 26

I also noticed that I haven’t lost that childhood excitement when I see a species for the first time, which is, happily, something that occurred a lot this year. One afternoon I was at the garden in the backyard and something small about twenty yards away flickered and caught my eye. It was a Black-throated Blue Warbler, a species I’ve seen in books for years but never happened to spot in nature. I couldn’t believe my eyes, but there it was. I was lucky to have my camera with me, so I got a photo. I saw my first Golden-crowned Kinglet this year. Palm Warbler. Tri-colored Heron. Orchard Oriole. Each time I saw a species for the first time—and I know this is going to sound ridiculous and super-nerdy—but it felt like I was seeing a celebrity, or maybe even meeting a pen pal for the first time. After all, I grew up reading about these guys in my books. I studied them for hours, read about their eating habits, pored over their migration routes, breeding and nesting behaviors in the way the most normal schoolboys memorize baseball stats. I don’t care if other people think it’s stupid or silly. When I see them in person for the first time it’s fascinating, and I’m glad at 39 I still get that thrill.

Common Yellowthroat, September 28

The total tally for the dailyvogel project was 90 different species, and I know I saw even more than that. I never even got a photograph, for example, of the species I probably saw more than any else: the ubiquitous pigeon (or Rock Dove, Columba livia). What amazed me was the sheer diversity right around me. Of those 90, 57 were spotted either in my own backyard or were readily visible from it (Canada Geese, to my knowledge, never actually landed in my yard, but they did fly high overhead, and so they still count!). An additional fifteen or so species were seen in one of the parks within two miles from my house.  If someone had told me at the start of this project that I would see almost sixty species of birds from my own backyard, I wouldn’t have believed them. But my photographs are proof. They’ve been right here the whole time—hidden in plain view, as they say.

Wood Stork, July 13

Red-shouldered Hawk, November 9

Psalm 40:5 says, “You have multiplied, O Lord my God, your wondrous deeds and your thoughts toward us; no one can compare with you. Were I to proclaim and tell of them, they would be more than can be counted.” The psalmist is responding to an occasion of the Lord’s deliverance, the details of which are not fully clear. We do know that he is deeply thankful for how the Lord has provided for him. In the hectic rush of his day-to-day, something pulls the psalmist outside of himself to “wait patiently” (v. 1) and pause to notice the many ways in which the Lord his God has been present for and gracious to him. He finds it overwhelming.  It fills him with joy, and in his gratitude he becomes “all ears” to the ways God calls him to service and a life of fullness. The current religious systems of sacrifice and burnt offerings have effectively obscured his thinking regarding the ways in which God actually operates: that is, through grace...more grace than he could ever know. Struggling with a failing heart, the psalmist goes on to hope for God’s deliverance once more, but he is always sustained by knowledge of the Lord’s steadfast love.

I suppose that is essentially what I take from this dailyvogel project. I picked up a lot of interesting things, but now that it's over I find myself mainly reflecting on how it took a year of daily discipline (and patience, too, especially from my wife) for me to appreciate the offerings of avian life on display in my own immediate surroundings, as ordinary as those surroundings may be. Is it not so with all of God’s blessings and acts of deliverance, the memories of which often just flicker in the distance as we obsess over the latest thing directly in front of us? If we were to pause through things like regular worship, prayer, and Bible study and take the time to be aware to the ways in which God can—and does—pop up here, there and everywhere, providing for us each and every moment, might we be amazed at how many we could identify? And how might these recollections—these rolling tumblr posts of grace, if you will—buoy us in times of sadness? Surprise and giddy joy are not my only reactions to the results of my big bird year; like in the case of the psalmist, thankfulness abounds. As I put down my camera from this daily discipline, I pray I can then dust off the inner eyes of my heart to see the activity of a loving Creator who grants us all quite an abundant and big life.

White-throated Sparrow, December 6

Carolina Wren, December 31

Eastern Kingbird, July 11

Hermit Thrush, November 6

"Silent Morn, Holy Morn"

I have written a hymn for use on the Fourth Sunday of Advent, Year C. That's this Sunday, December 23rd. It is sung to the tune for "Silent Night, Holy Night," (or "Stille Nacht" in the original German). It is written in memory of the Reverend Chip Gunsten, the Assistant to the Bishop of the Virginia Synod (ELCA) who died rather suddenly last week. I give my permission to anyone who wants to use it, with acknowledgement.

Life of Pi and Christ the King

About eight years ago I attended my first-ever book club meeting, and at that meeting one of the members gave a review of the book Life of Pi by Yann Martel. The reviewer did an outstanding job elucidating the themes of the novel, but in doing so divulged so much of the storyline that I decided I needed to have ample time to forget what he’d said about the book before I ever read it myself. Alas, that never really happened, but seeing the trailers for the Life of Pi movie became impetus enough for me to find a copy of the book and read it anyway. I figured I wanted to have the book’s version of the story in my mind before I corrupted it with Director Ang Lee’s adaptation. And so I got my hands on a copy of the book and finished it quickly so I could see the film on its opening weekend, which happened to coincide with the weekend of the liturgical festival of Christ the King.

Overall, I was fairly pleased with the director’s outcome. I was worried when the opening credits claimed it would be “based on” the novel by Yann Martel—such a wording suggested, at least to me, that it might stray too far from the book plot and what the book’s author was trying to say. However, the basic thrust of the book was pretty much left intact. Admittedly, the book presents some significant filming and storytelling challenges. There are constantly switching of points-of-view, complex philosophical subject matter communicated through a wordy narrator, and the almost unrealistic scenario of a teenage boy and a Bengal Tiger spending over 200 days as castaways together on a lifeboat in the Pacific. That said, the movie does a pretty good job, especially on the first and third points. The flashback scenes do not get too confusing, and the visuals are stunning. It is on that second point, however, where the movie gets a little too thin, and that’s what I found most interesting about the book.

“Thank you. So it is with God.” That line, taken directly from the novel, comes right at the end of the story and is basically the sole theological statement from Martel’s novel that makes it into the film. That is a shame. I find that one brief remark is not enough in spurring moviegoers to ponder what the novel gets its readers to do. When Pi asks the young struggling writer (in the movie) and the Japanese insurance investigators (in the novel) which version of the lifeboat story they prefer, Martel is essentially asking the reader to examine and weigh the competing stories of truth and authority in his or her own life. In other words, if the novel asks a question, it would be “Which story will you live by?” The character of Pi, whose life and witness intends to offer an apology of sorts for religious truth, is pleased when they choose the more fantastic and uplifting—yet equally improvable—version. What the novel manages to include (and the film does not) is the back story regarding Pi’s thoughts on religion and story in general. People who only see the film are likely to hear Pi’s summary line and surmise that the movie is a statement on the fairy tale falsity of all religions. Nothing could be further from the truth, according to the book.

Life of Pi is a thoroughly post-modern tale. That is, it begins head-on with the realization that that in our day and age no overarching narrative or story can be fully proved, which presents a huge problem in this post-Enlightenment era when verifiable facts are “king.” Gone, too, are the days of absolute trust in the historical claims of religion (if they ever really existed at all—but that is a question for another time). No one can “prove” the existence of God, but neither can anyone prove that a purely scientific worldview helps someone lead a better life. Likewise, some may find God and religion a cop-out when it comes to explaining the origin and purpose of life. Science, however, has been shown to fall short of that agenda, too.

This is represented best by the bumbling Japanese insurance investigators in the film and the novel. The dry and clumsy investigators may be able to use science to verify certain immediate factual claims about life—like, for example, whether bananas float (an important scene left out of the film)—but they will never be able to discover why the freighter Tsimtsum sank in the first place. Even if they were to locate the wreckage at the bottom of the Pacific, the shattered hull and rusty ship components would likely offer few clues as to how it all went down. And there are other related questions that may shed light on the matter, but all their answers just as elusive: who was in charge of the ship when it sank, or just before? Why were the animals out of their cages running around on the deck? These are all the chief concerns for science and its accompanying authority of verifiable fact, but ultimately they are unresolvable, unable to be proven. This applies to the same questions about the beginning of the universe and the meaning of all life. Science can only answer such questions in a proximate manner—getting us ever closer to the source, but never really there, and never really being able to prove anything “once and for all,” anyway.

Pi—and one would assume Martel (but not Ang Lee?)—is more concerned then with the life that occurs after that universe comes into existence. That is, Pi’s fascination with religion and God end up helping him live more fully in the time after the ship sinks. Through this experience, and his recollection of it, he is able to see that everyone lives by a story. Everyone lives by an authority, whether they admit to it or not. His brother Ravi is therefore just as religious as he is, even though Ravi does not believe in God and thinks Pi’s love for it is silly . Ravi’s religion—his story and authority--are sport and fitness. The story his mother “prefers” is family history and heritage. His father, like the Japanese insurance investigators, has chosen science. Only Pi has really awakened to the fact that his religion(s) and belief in God have opened his quest for authority and truth to the ultimate questions: Why am I here? Who is behind all of this? To whom do I belong? How do I live a good life? And so on. When Pi says, “Thank you. So it is with God,” he is not rejecting the usefulness of scientific discovery or the types of fulfillment found, for example, in sports. Rather, he is revealing that the authority provided by faith is a better way to understand and grapple with the joys and tragedies of the real human existence, the historical truth-claims of various religions notwithstanding. Therefore, in a thoroughly post-modern sense, it is true.

And so taking in the messages of Life of Pi on Christ the King weekend provided for a nice coincidental lens by which to view both. I’d be surprised if Ang Lee did that on purpose. You see, the western Christian commemoration of Christ the King is a liturgical festival essentially about authority and which—or, better yet, whose—story we will all ultimately live by. It was placed on the calendar in the early twentieth century (ironically, coming to rest in 1965 at its current place at the end of the church year at the same time the plot in Life of Pi takes place) as a way to counter the rise of secularism and its ugly step-siblings fascism and Marxism. It was a statement, in the face of science’s rapidly rising confidence, that facts were not “king.” Christ is. The emphasis of the festival is on Christ’s humble authority as displayed on the cross, but also on the fact that the truth offered in Christ’s life—sacrificial love, the power of meekness, the steadfast obedience to God’s will rather than one’s own—is the truth that all the universe will ultimately live by, the truth to which Christians believe all must one day testify. Just as Pontius Pilate was left wondering what kind of king Jesus might be and what the nature of his truth was, if we are honest with ourselves, we all struggle at some point with the ultimate questions of life and life-defining authority…not the technicalities of how the big ship went underwater, but how to live a beautiful life once we’re trapped on the boat with the tiger and, at long last, safely make our way to land. Pi has figured out that God is the only one who can truly help us do that, as irrational as that sounds to the unbeliever's ear. As he tells his inspiring story and makes his apology for religion, Pi's patience with the  doubt of young writer and the insurance investigators is great. May Christ, our long-suffering King, display similar patience with ours.

 

 

Sonnet: Mark 10:46-52

To call this man from Naz'reth "David's Son"
Did more than state his claim to Zion's throne.
It meant that Judah's waiting days were done,
The grace of God would now be fully known.
Yet not by crowds in trembling expectation
Nor by disciples--friends who knew him best--
And not by priests in hymns of adulation
Was Jesus with such boldness first addressed.
Instead outside the gate of Jericho
Unruly Bartimaeus blurts it out.
This blind and begging man springs up to show
What faith in Jesus' mercy is about:
                To call on Christ, whose kingdom comes today,
                And, sight regained, to follow on His way.

© Phillip Martin, 2012

 

Sonnet: Mark 8:27-38

Among the empire's gleaming monuments
To human strength and military power--
Attempts to leave eternal testaments,
Withstanding time's attack like fortress tower--
The man's disciples reach a turning point
And questions of identity arise.
Is he Messiah, one God did anoint?
The Son of Man, but somehow in disguise?
Thus gathered there, his kingdom they are taught:
True living comes through dying, gain from loss;
Denial of self, divine things to be sought...
And his most lasting monument--a cross!
            Turn us to know and follow Christ who shows
            The blessed, risen life his death bestows.

© Phillip Martin

ruins at Caesarea Philippi



And so it begins...

This is not the classroom, but it looked a bit like this

Today we met a very important person for the first time. In order to complete her screening for kindergarten, Melinda and I took our 5-year-old Clare to the school where she will begin school in about four weeks. In the process, of course, we got to introduce Clare to the woman who will be her kindergarten teacher. This will be the person who turns Clare on (or off, or to lukewarm) to learning in the school environment, the person who will shape her day and mold her thinking over the next nine months almost more than we, her parents will. She will teach her how to read and show her how to use technology (there are four new iPads in the classroom). Like I said, important person.

Needless to say, it is easy to make too big a deal about these kinds of things, and there are plenty of blogs out there written by what I would consider to be anxious, over-protective parents who obsess over the tiniest detail of their child’s education. While I don’t think I’d put myself in that category, I must be honest and say that ever since I read this article two years ago I’ve been especially curious and apprehensive about what my daughters’ kindergarten environments might be like. We’ve heard great things about this school and the teachers from just about everyone. When we walked into the building for the first time today, it felt smaller and more intimate than what I remember about the three bland-looking elementary schools I attended. We learned that Clare will be in a “pod” (that was new to me) with three other kindergarten classes, but there will be only one teacher in her class. We saw the playground (which seemed a little small, in my opinion) and walked past the media center (or was it the library? Back in my day of cassette-tape read-along books, those were one-and-the-same). All in all, it seems like a great place, but I knew that the relationship between Clare and her teacher would be the key component. Clare is not the most outgoing kid, but she can open up around adults if they are patient and calm. All the whiz-bang technology in the world and the fanciest, most intellect-stimulating wall decorations will not make up for a lack of communication and trust between Clare and her teacher. Put 40 iPads in that room and it won’t mean a thing if the teacher doesn’t stop to listen to Clare and give her time to think.

And, I am thankful to say that part seemed to go well. As I had predicted, Clare opened up very slowly and acted a bit overwhelmed. The teacher, however, was patient and composed. She tried very carefully—and finally succeeded—in making a connection with Clare. I tried to be as silent as I could through the whole visit (which is hard for me) so that Clare and her teacher could get as comfortable as they could in an hour without my becoming a crutch for either of them.  Meanwhile, I observed the room. Colors everywhere. It looked like everything had a label. It has probably been about, oh, 32 years since I was last in a kindergarten class, but have they walls always been this busy? I noticed that there will be nineteen students in Clare’s class. Six of their names start with “C.” Overall, thirteen of the students are girls. There were a few pictures of presidents on the wall. Number tables. Numbers over the letters over the whiteboard. Boxes and bins for all kinds of assignments. Most of the books on the bookshelf were of the Dr. Seuss variety. It was an assault on the senses, as Melinda said. The teacher is young—about my age, maybe a little younger—but she seems to have clear opinions of what works and doesn’t work in the elementary school environment. I guess an informed, headstrong kindergarten teacher is a good thing. She must have mentioned the word “literacy” about a dozen times. There will also be something called a Promethian Board in Clare’s room, whatever that is.

Am I still nervous and apprehensive? I don’t think so, but it does make me reflect a little more on the decisions Melinda and I have made about our daughters’ education. Neither of us has taken an overly-active role in teaching her reading or writing before this point. I have no way of knowing how we compare to other parents in this regard. I am not an educator or pedagogue, and the reason why I have taken very few steps to teach our girls formal lessons is because I kind of think I’ll screw it up. They also haven’t seemed ready to latch on to that stuff. But when I watched Clare complete her screening “test,” I naturally wondered if the teacher thought she was “advanced” or “average.” She did just fine, but naturally there were some small questions she missed. Why haven’t we taught her our home phone number yet? I didn’t realize they would ask that! When we started talking about the assessments for giftedness that would come in the future, I pondered where Clare would fall on those scales and—more importantly—how I might react to the results. As a student, I was far too caught up in various labels and intellectual categories. Had I left those prejudices behind? Had we done enough in this first five-and-a-half years to get her ahead of the curve? Will this public school environment stunt her true abilities? We have friends who home-school their kids. Was their frustration with/disdain for/mistrust of the school system something we should be considering ourselves? What about parochial school, where classes would be smaller and some type of religious component might be included? Private school? Maybe there she'd get P.E. more than once a week. Don't they realize she might be the next Misty May-Treanor? There are so many decisions, so many influences. It’s easy to see why many parents start to obsess about all those little details.

Before the meeting even began, we were sitting out in the foyer area waiting for her teacher to finish an earlier meeting. Right as we made ourselves comfortable in the chairs, Clare pulled a random book off of a bookshelf there and asked Melinda to read it to her. It was an illustrated book that told that old fable about the poor farmer and his daughter who take their little donkey to town to sell some things in the market. You know how the story goes. They begin walking alongside the donkey together, happily. Before too long, they happen upon a person who is perplexed as to why the young girl would be walking rather than riding the donkey. So the father puts her on the donkey, and they continue on their way. The next person they see is aghast that the young, able girl is riding the beast of burden while the older, tired father is walking. They switch places. By the time they get to the market, they’ve switched places and tried so many kinds of combinations with that poor donkey that all three of them are exhausted. They also ended up the same way they started.

I guess I’ll view Clare’s chance book selection as prophetic in this instance. That is, Melinda and I have decided that this kindergarten and this teacher and this public school system are going to be just fine for us. This is the combination that seems to work for now, and I can’t imagine that would change. I’m sure from time to time I’ll allow myself to be persuaded by those who might question us—directly and indirectly—about the choices we’ll make for their futures. More likely, Melinda and I will begin to doubt ourselves and wonder if we’re reading things the right way or challenging them enough at home or stepping in to intervene when we really should just sit in the corner and play with the iPads some more. To a degree, all of this—like so much of life—is out of our hands, anyway, and we’ll just need to learn to be happy with the donkey we’ve ended up with (and by that I don’t mean the teacher, but the system) and ride it the way it feels best for us. We'll get to town just fine...even if we have to stop occasionally to read the busy bulletin boards.

Sonnet: John 6:24-35

Across the lake, by thousands soon they came,
Their sights set on this wonder bread creator.
They ate their fill, yet sought more of the same
For hunger is a constant motivator.
In fact, this sign of loaves beside the sea
Reminded them of their ancestors' craving
When manna was the answer to their plea,
A desert sign that God was leading, saving.
Yet all the gifts our Father's ever given
Are but mere foretastes of the Son, whose role--
Whose mission--is to be true bread from heaven
That satisfies the hunger of the soul.
             Lord, give today this Bread of Life anew
             That in our faith we learn to feast on you.

© Phillip Martin

Sonnet: Luke 24:36-48

For the gospel lesson in two weeks...

In retrospect they might have known his face
Or recognized his gait, that tone of voice,
And at his word of peace their friend embrace,
This rendezvous a reason to rejoice.
Instead they freeze in fear and disbelief,
And he's reduced to showing hands and feet,
And what should be a scene of deep relief
Becomes a test to prove that ghosts can't eat.
And still they find his passion undeterred,
His risen presence just as Scripture planned!
Amidst their wonderment he gives his word:
They go as witnesses to ev'ry land.
         Your grace compels us: spread this news about.
         You conquered first the grave.  Now conquer doubt.

© Phillip Martin, 2012

"Christ Risen from the Tomb" Bergognone (ca. 1490)

Athanasius on wrestling

Every once in a while I crack open my copy of Athanasius' On the Incarnation and re-read a few sections.  Sometimes I just flip open to a random page and see what I find.  It's always good.  But what I like best is the fact that this little book was written about 1700 years ago and that it still has the ability, like Scripture, to clarify things that should seem so obvious by now. I dare say I find more inspiration and solace in these "golden oldies" than just about anything published nowadays. 

So, in memory of Shenouda III, the Pope of the Coptic Orthodox Church who died this week after serving as Patriarch for 41 years, I post this portion of Part XXIV where Athanasius discusses the signifance of the particular the manner of Jesus' death.  Athanasius, too, was a Copt, and from what I can tell, had some similar personality traits and career paths with Shenouda, despite living at such different times in world history.  Both endured exile at one point or another, for example. Both prevailed in expanding the reach of their communion.  May the witness of all the saints--ancient, recent, and contemporary--bless us and lead the Church, the body of Christ, toward greater unity.

3. And just as a noble wrestler, great in skill and courage, does not pick out his antagonists for himself, lest he should raise a suspicion of his being afraid of some of them, but puts it in the choice of the onlookers, and especially so if they happen to be his enemies, so that against whomsoever they match him, him he may throw, and be believed to be superior to them all; so also the Life of all, our Lord and Savior, even Christ, did not devise a death for His own body, so as not to appear to be fearing some other death; but he accepted on the Cross, and endured, a death inflicted by others, and above all by His enemies, which they thought dreadful and ignominious and not to be faced; so that this also being destroyed, bot He Himself might be believed to be the Life, and the power of death be brought utterly to nought.

4. So something surprising has happened; for the death, which they thought to inflict as a disgrace, was actually a monument of victory against death itself. Whence neither did He suffer the death of John, his head being severed, nor, as Esaias, was He sawn in sunder; in order that even in death He might still keep His body undivided and in perfect soundness, and no pretext be afforded to those that would divide the Church.

Sonnet: The Epiphany of our Lord

The stars had always been a traveler’s friend,
Unerring maps in nighttime firmament,
But theirs was different. They learned to depend
On novel light: it led wheree’er they went,
Obeying laws unknown to sage or science.
And thus this star transfixed and guided them
To Herod’s, where he gave his feigned compliance
And sent them on to search in Bethlehem.
Rejoicing when the star came to a rest—
The end of their long journey now in view—
They found the child, and opening their chest
They offered gifts and paid him homage due.
               O, Morning Star, this world is dark as night.
               Pray draw all people to your wondrous light.

New Year's Day

For several years, I kept a tradition of watching my favorite movie on New Year's Eve or on New Year's Day.  For various reasons I won't have time to fulfill this tradition this year, and besides, I watched the movie with our youth group back in July as a part of a service trip.  But, whether I manage to watch it or not, I always think about this movie and its themes when the new year rolls around.

The name of the film is "The Man Who Planted Trees," a Canadian short animated film directed by Frederic Back that is based on the French short story "The Story of Elzeard Bouffier, The Most Extraordinary Character I Ever Met" by Jean Giono.  The film, with its simple yet evocative illustrations, claimed the Academy Award for best animated short film in 1987 and competed for the Canne Palm d'Or that same year.  The English version of the film (there is a French one, too), is narrated by Christopher Plummer.  There is very little dialogue in the movie. The action and intensity of the plot is conveyed solely by the voice of the inimitable Mr. Plummer, in his subtly dignified British accent, who simply reads what I assume to be the text of Giono's original story.

It is only 30 minutes long, but it seems much longer...and in a good way.  It is not boring or pedantic.  If a true epic ever were crammed into a half-hour, this is it.  The plot sweeps through several decades, encompassing both World Wars.  Without giving away too much of what happens, the story relates the utter transformation of an entire landscape and its citizens through the efforts of one, lone shepherd.  It is one of those movies where you think, after watching, that it was a true story...or that it was at least based on a true story.  For the first several years after viewing it for the first time, I refused to believe that it was pure fiction.  Only here lately have I been able to make peace with that fact and realize that the beauty of the story lies not in any historical factuality.  What the film illustrates may happen anywhere, at any time, in any number of ways.

And that is why I find it to be such a fitting movie for each new year.  Its themes of new life amidst decay, new beginnings in the most inauspicious of surroundings, and large-scale metamorphosis through the painstaking repetition of small tasks are uplifting, to say the least.  There are many books and stories and films that concentrate on these themes, but "The Man Who Planted Trees" seems to do it better (and more succinctly) than any other I have seen or heard of.  The dedication and single-mindedness the shepherd Elzeard Bouffier applies to his task of tree-planting--an undertaking that only promises the most delayed gratification--is encouraging and inspiring for anyone who has ever been committed to some sort of long-term, ongoing activity. 

More specifically, I find the story to be a wonderful allegory for ministry in the church. Conceived and written in a milieu much more agrarian than ours nowadays, the Scriptures often talk about planting and sowing, reaping and harvesting...albeit less about tree groves and more about wheatfields and vineyards.  But the symbolism of the movie is easily to translate to the Bible.  And, furthermore, "pastor" is Latin for "shepherd," Elzeard Bouffier's main vocation.  So much of ministry in the life of the church is monotonous, and we have to wait a long, long time to see the fruits of our labors.  We preach and teach, serve and visit, console and instruct, oftentimes never really telling if anything we do takes root.  And this goes for the lay volunteers of the ministry of word and deed, not just the ordained ministers of word and sacrament.  I suppose this allegory works for just about any job where you hope to "make a difference" in people's lives.  But I find it really resonates for church work.  Tending the gospel often feels like planting trees: it takes patience, sacrifice and vision for the long-term.  The film's ending is so sweet and fulfilling that it gives me hope that our own tasks in Christian ministry may be so rewarded some day.

Lately, as I've watched the film, I have started to view things in a new way; namely, that Elzeard Bouffier is a Christ-figure.  Some people disagree with me here...or at least they don't "see" it.  But in some ways, I really like this interpretation of the story better.  In this view, Elzeard is not so much a parallel for those of us working in the gospel fields, slogging steadily away at sowing the seeds of goodwill and peace with the hope of an eventual world (or congregation, at least!) transformation.  Rather, we are desolate and war-torn hills where no water flows and no healthy life is found.  We are the barren, dry landscape that everyone else would scratch off as hopeless.  But then along comes one Planter who sacrifices every bit of time and energy he has to make us alive again.  The presence (and absence) of water throughout the movie is a strong baptismal metaphor.  Elzeard, the shepherd, is an example for us, yes, in how to work and accomplish something truly beautiful; but Elzeard is also, to my mind, a vision of the Good Shepherd.  The world does not understand him and often mocks what he does.  But he keeps at it, nevertheless, for the hope that these valleys can be verdant again.

No matter how it's viewed, the films offers an excellent reflection on the passage of time and the possibility of remarkable change.  It is a great way to begin a year.

Sonnet: Markan prologue

If I had to describe Mark's gospel with a punctuation mark, it would be the exclamation point.


A bleak and austere scene for a beginning--
A desert splash outside Jerusalem.
Yet gospel comes to those whose hopes are thinning,
Who think that God's chief aim is to condemn.
We can't deny the voice is somewhat shrill:
"Prepare the way!" it cries from Jordan's banks.
"Repent and turn away from Satan's will!
Make straight the path for One of royal ranks!"
And yet within this message lies a vow:
The advent of this Holy One is near!
The prophets' long-awaited day has now
Arrived.  The world be cleansed of sin and fear!
              So let this gospel in bleak hearts find room
              That faith, like desert flowers, soon may bloom.

Phillip Martin 

Sonnet: Matthew 25:31-46

In ancient times the shepherding tradition

Allowed the intermingling of flocks
Until day’s end, when shepherds had the mission
To herd the sheep and goats as separate stocks.
The world is like those hills of Palestine,
With righteous and accursed from ev’ry nation.
We dwell as one, our lives to intertwine
Until the end time’s final separation.
And there before our Shepherd’s throne and feast
The nations learn the most surprising thing:
That service to the sick, the lost, the least,
In fact was service to this Shepherd King.
              Who's sheep?  Who's goat? Give me a heart that sees
               Your presence, Lord, among the least of these!

image: "The Last Judgment" 1917, Eric Gill

Sonnet: Matthew 15:10-28

"To eat with unwashed hands does not defile":
Such shocking teachings vexed the Pharisees
Whose laws, delineating pure from vile,
Had boiled faith down to following decrees.
For purity meant life in ancient days,
Pronounced one clean or foul, who's in or out.
Upending their religion, Jesus says
That sin corrupts within, not from without.
But soon his teaching moment gains a face
When Jesus, now in Gentile territory,
Receives request from someone deemed as base
Yet sees her faith as vessel for God's glory.
         Like her, I beg for crumbs of grace, dear Lord:
         To be proclaimed your child, to life restored.

Deuteronomy door jambs

One of the service projects on our recent youth group servant trip involved painting the entire interior of a church in a small community in South Carolina.  The congregation had hit hard times and was unable to pay to have their new worship and office space completed, and so they were depending on different volunteers working intermittently to get the job done. What our group found was the shell of a building that still has a long way to go.  The structure didn't even have any interior doors.  As we were putting paint on the walls, I noticed that one of the groups before us had left some "graffiti" in the door jambs by scrawling Scripture verses on bare wood.  Of course, eventually their graffiti will disappear once the doors are installed and the jambs are painted, too.  But, in the meantime, their message sustains the laborers.  I can only imagine that the graffiti artists used verses that they had already committed to memory and were not standing there with a Bible in their hand as they did it.

"I can do all things through Christ which strengtheneth me." Phillippians 4:13

Apparently the King James is the preferred version.

"There hath no temptation taken you but such as is common to man: but God is faithful, who will not suffer you to be tempted above that ye are able; but will with the temptation also make a way to escape, that ye may be able to bear it."  1 Corinthians 10:13

This would be the verse I'd memorize:

 "Jesus wept." John 11:35

A little less uplifting, perhaps, but still good to be reminded...

"For all have sinned and fallen short of the glory of God." Romans 3:23

A little Old Testament here...

"But they who wait upon the Lord shall renew their strength, they shall mount up with wings as eagles [sic], they shall run and not be weary, and they shall walk and not be faint.  Isaiah 40:31

This one had actually been left on the leg of a sawhorse.  Perhaps appropriately, for "on this hangs all the law and the prophets" (at least partly, according to Jesus):

"Love the Lord thy God with all thine heart and all thine soul, and all thine strength."  Deuteronomy 6:5

This little encounter occured to me to be one way of heeding the command in Deuteronomy 11: "You shall put these words of hime in your heart and soul, and you shall bind them as a sign on your hand...Write them on the doorposts of your house and on your gates, so that your days and the days of your children may be multiplied in the land that the LORD swore to your ancestors to give them, as long as the heavens are above the earth" (vv18-21).  I pray the congregation who inhabits this buildling also has better days ahead of it.

Sonnet: Matthew 13:1-9, 18-23

Few parables come with an explanation
As patent as the lesson of the sower
Whose planting style becomes a demonstration
Of how our God's a gracious kingdom-grower:
Upon a well-worn path some seed is tossed
While other kernels fall in rocky soil,
And though some seed among the thorns is lost,
Some finds its way to earth where farmers toil.
So, like that seed, God's word brings forth a yield
When it into our yearning hearts is cast.
However, Lord, I fear my heart's a field
More path and rocks and thorns where life can't last.
           Yet in some hidden acre love takes root.
           When you're the sower, e'en I can bring forth fruit!